3 November 2008 confuse...

Folak folak...sorry yo...because my com got many problem...cannot start write story at right time...maybe i will be more late to start...sorry...

30 October 2008 Confuse~(6.44am)

Haiz...today is the last day to register go to youth camp...
i was thinking very long time...i want work, want play, or go camp???
Folak folak...now i just have leave no more time to think...who can help me ar???pls...
this year d youth camp have been use more money...hello?!RM 100 ye...i do work just got RM700...RM4oo give my mom,RM100 give my little sis and another RM100 giv my older sis...then me just leave have RM 100 nia...how can get more money to go ar...actually i really want to go d...but~~haiz...so sad...55 T.T

25 October 2008 I decided!!!

At 1 November, i will start write a love story in my blog...

If you are interest, you can read and enjoy...

If got any problem please leave any comment for me to let me know oo!!!

Thx everyone...

After that and i will also continue write my life in this blog too!!!

Hope you all will like my story oo!!!

22 October 2008 Nothing else...

Haiz...after exam had been 5 days le...i was thinking what can i do after exam leh??? erm...go out watch movie?? new movie haven't show yet... shopping?? who give me money ar??i haven't start work leh...play game???all game had been play le still got what game i didn't have play before...Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....

So boring ar....if i go to school there also no friends will chat with me except malay...5555...:(


Got someone can help me???

19 October 2008 Hoping...

Emm...today me very tire when i waked up this morning...

Yesterday is my friend-Xiu jun's birthday...we were going to gurney-red box to celebrate,we waited at outside very long, so we chat and taked the photo with ghost(not real one...)hehe...

after we went in the room, me, chee yik and another friend said sleep 1st sleep 1st...haha...because there de sofa and air conditioner really can let people sleep one...

We were singing many many song that we had choose, my friends they sing song liked shout one...my ear also want broke le...hehe...chee yik he was very cute one, he sing very serious...

cute hor???but i already seen many time in school, in PMR test he also like de...hehe...always like to sing de...

After that we opened the cake and light the candles...then we all sing happy birthday to her...
But the cake seen very small lo...lol...i didn't had ate because i don't like to eat cake de...

Then we continued sing until 6.00pm ka we went to bus stop wait bus to go to Pragin...reached pragin le, we go to flour 3 to eat steamboat and terus played dingding at there...when 9.00pm, we all go to bus stand to sit bus...

Chee yik was with Fong khee and me, nidel, nalyon, xiu jun and more sat another bus...

We were chating in bus until reached air itam...

Yesterday was my very tired day...but me very happy...haha... ^^

17 October 2008 (9.27pm) Boring...

This morning i went to pragin with my best friends...
At there we brought some foods to eat 1st because we all didn't had ate whole day very hungry...hehehex
After finished eating we go to highway internet cafe play an hour, actually we also didn't play more games de...because there computer always dc or lag de...made me very tulan nia!!!
Then we had meet Sweet yin them and we decided to join with them...
We went play ting ting and boxing wow!!! so song...i remember i play the game hammer king...wah...ming siang he very strong lo...he can strike until over 880...
But i also not bad oo...i can strike 840 to 890 too...hehex! Many people saw us strike the machine like crazy mans...haha...also got people that i not knew one surpport us...hahaha...then chee yik also called us go to watch movie...at first i really don't want go, but my friends all want, then me ka go with them de...haiz...
We had brought the movie 's tickets then we continued play ting ting lar...dance and racing...Eng hon told us eagle eye this movie not shiok de...very boring...
We all got some sad after listen his words...but the movie didn't have like eng hon said, that's too crazy!!!we all very excited leh...hehex! ^^
After tne movie finshed, we go brought ice-cream, chee yang he had scold by us because he just buy 2 chocotop only...we cannot eat...FAINT
Today i very happy with them, i think i can choose one more day to call them out and go play again...is it ok leh????

17 October 2008 HAHAHA...

HAHAHA.....
Exam finish le...wow!!!
So happy...now i can do what i like to do lo...
one thing i very happy de...
My mom and dad give me RM650 to play whole day
But...i can't use it...sad
Because i want to buy a laptop for me own...
Haha...never mind...
After exam is my playful day le!!
YEAH!!!

16 October 2008 Happy...

Haha...i so happy...
Yesterday i was taking Math 1&2 and Sejarah
That day i was thinking with myself, Math will easy or not leh???
After that when i had received the test paper, number 1 to 40 all questions very easy except some confused i can't answer only...then Math 2 also got some questions don't know how to do...lol...
Today exam subjects is Chinese 1&2 and KH...i think KH i can just pass this subject...
Chinese paper 2 very easy lo...in section C, i had choose i title about my favourite school
WOW...my hand hadn't stop until i finished writing...after that i started to "kira perkataan"...
1,2,3,4......100......153.....342......654......722......834?!
That sections i had wrote 834 words...haha! so happy...
I am first time wrote many words like that...
But paper 1, i think i can't got many marks...because i no study...hehex X_X
Aiyo...this all is a pass now...
Tomorrow i will taken the PMR last subject---Geografi...
YEAH! LAST lo...
I will continue plus oil de...EN!!!Yeah! ^_^

13 October 2008 Relax...

Wow...i had got some relax now...
Because i most worry de subjects already over le...
No matter fail or pass, i will accept it.
Yesterday i opened my BM book for revision, i saw i summary is about "Banjir".
Then i was read two or three time only and went to bed sleep...
Today, when i was received the test paper, i was surprised!!!
Because is a same title, same name, same notes...OH MY God!!!
i was so excited on that moment! If it was not said can't be more 120 words, i already wrote over 250 words lo...but cannot...
Actually...BM paper 1 i don't know how to do de...just can ding dong diang only...
Haiz...paper 2 de Bahagian C just can pass my point only...
my friends all very great, they can answer the questions...me, just put a blank and pass up...
FAINT! but never mind...tomorrow i also won't give up my english and science!!

12 October 2008 Nervous...

Today...i can't study whole day...
I also don't know why i like that...
Maybe scare...maybe boring...
Tomorrow is the test...Can i manage my point?
Altough is only five days...but...haiz...
How do i do to be no nervous?
I think i can't pass my subject...erm...
sad......whatever, pass or fail...tomorrow i will know...
Lets gambateh together ba...Dear...if i can, you also can de...
I trust you too...dear...

有一種情感叫︰曖昧

曖昧是，比好朋友再親一點，但比情人遠一點。
曖昧是，你會常常在MSN等他線上。當他幾天沒有線上，你就會有些擔心。
曖昧是，你會不時去他的BLOG看看有沒有更新；而且你會留意字裡行間，他對你有沒有什麼暗示。
曖昧是,有感覺，然而，這種感覺不足以叫你們切切實實地發展一段正式的關係。
曖昧是,明白人生有太多的無奈，現實有太多的限制。你知道沒有可能，但又舍不得放手。
曖昧是,有進一步的衝動，卻沒有進一步的勇氣。
曖昧是，他不是你的情人，但似乎他比你的情人更關心你和了解你。
曖昧是，你會編一條圍巾給他，但大家從沒有開始過。
曖昧是，雖然他不是你的情人，但他卻會對你說︰你對我是十分重要的。
曖昧是，你感冒時有一個會在晚上打電話來，特意提醒你服藥，叫你蓋好被子早點睡的普通朋友。
曖昧是，當你遇到問題解決不了的時候，你找不到你的男/女朋友，你第一個便會想起他。
曖昧是，每當他提及他的另一半時，你會萬箭穿心。
曖昧是,為了逃避背叛的罪惡感。
曖昧是,甜津津又同時酸溜溜的。往往從未開始，已叫人不安，患得患失。
曖昧是，別人以為你們在搞地下情時，你會沾沾自喜。
曖昧是，別人問你們是否戀愛中，你張口結舌。
曖昧是，常常掙扎表不表白。你怕表白之後，你既得不到一個情人，卻又失去了一個知心好友。
曖昧是，見到他，你會心跳。見不到他時，你會掛念他。
曖昧是，兩個人都會互相猜想。他是不是已經暗示了什麼？我是不是自作多情？
曖昧是，每天大家都會聊MSN，會互傳手機短訊，無規律地偶然約會。
曖昧是，除了情人節之外，其它的節日，大家都交換禮物。
曖昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕會嚇怕了他。你會很小心流露自己的感情。
曖昧是，兩個人沒有承諾過什麼。但雖然如此，你願意付出的，比有承諾的情侶更多。沒有責任，但你卻很渴望去承擔，不問回報。
曖昧,是一扇門，你可以停留在門外，也可以踏進房子裡面。然後你不可以停留在門下面。門--永遠不是終點站。
我們曖昧，我們卻不屬於對方

最后一次离别，最后一个拥抱...

和她的相识就这样结束了，回想起曾经和她在一起的一幕幕，另我感慨万千。
时间过的真快，转眼之间我们相识已过去一年多了。可是真正和她的相处却是那么的短暂。也许当时我回家去找她的那一刻，就注定会有这样的结局吧！那天和她在车站刚送完朋友，我们各自去坐回家的班车，我把她送到目的地在那里等车，我内心多么希望开往她家的车慢点到，因为我知道这次分别后大家以后就很可能很难在见面，也许1年，2年，也许时间会更久，所以我祈求上天时间慢慢地的流逝，哪怕上天再给我机会和她多相处1分钟，1秒的时间也行，可是事事不能如人所愿，远远的就看见车子驶了过来，，可是我自己还有许多许多的话还没有向她说，从此那些话也就只能永远的埋在自己心里。在她上车的那一刻，我提出和她握手道别，她很自然的伸出了自己那双可爱的小手，当我握住那双手时，我的心在颤抖，心痛的感觉顿时涌上心头，突然她提出一个我意想不到的要求，要我和她用拥抱作为大家的最后离别，当我抱住她的那一刻，我的心里觉得好温暖，好幸福，但同时又有种伤心落寞的感觉，大家以后就要各奔东西了，松开她的时候，我仔细地看了看她，她还是以前那么的可爱，漂亮，动人。我看着她走上车，当时的心好象在滴血，车子启动，可是自己连车远去背影的勇气都没有，我装做很潇洒似的走开，因为我怕她在车上看见我伤心的面容，当我再次去看那车时，已经望不到影子了，这时突然发现眼泪从自己的眼睛里划出，一滴，两滴，三滴，...........直到最后泪水把自己的眼睛包围，我知道这次是真的再见了，虽然自古以来就有句话，哪儿有泪不轻弹，可是自己却是那么的不争气。当时自己并未立即走开，而是独自一个人去了我们曾经相识的那些地方转了转，我只想找到曾经在这里的感觉，那里有她的欢声笑语，一言一行，可是现在一切都没有了，一切都结束了.......... 就在第三天，她和朋友踏上打工的路途.......... 还记得我们认识的那天吗？还记得我们曾经在一起的那段快乐时光吗？原来那一切现在看来只是一场还没有开场的梦，缘聚缘散，时光不能倒流，而我只能在这里默默的祝福你可以有个好的将来。再见了，我最爱的女孩，再见了，我们最后的一次拥抱。再见了....再见了.......

11 October 2008 Boring...(12.12pm)

Faint...Faint...
Today i can't go out whole day...
I can just stay at home watches tv la...study la...and nothing
FAINT liao la...but, i can u laptop today...hehex!
Me so boring lar...who can chat with me now???

10 October 2008 Afraid

Haiz...
PMR wanna come le...I very scare about my test
everyday and everyday...when i open my books to revision
I always think:Can i pass my PMR??? How i Can pass my test???

Today, my best friends called me out for study. I haven't think at any second and said I reject...but now i want ask someone my questions also cannot...
Just more three days...PMR test have 5 days.
But this 5 days like 5 week...very nervous...
Can someone tell me, how i suppose to face this test???

Altough my older sister also want face SPM,but she hadn't feel nervous...
she just said to me: Jeff, just a test...don't be afraid...what can u do, just do it...
But...i very scare i can't pass my test...i very very scare...